I'm so freakingg stressed outt! I'm stressing because i'm afraid to lose my 9 years of friendship with this guy. i'm gonna name him as 'A'. Gaaaah!
Okay, so here's the whole story about 'i'm gonna lose my 9 years of friendship with 'A''. Last month i went to my non-official school reunion and met an old friend there,'C'. C has a friend and i'm naming her as 'B'. B is pretty nice.. no she's VERY nice! i introduced my best guy bud A to B. and yeaaa they were having their nice chit chats moment. bla bla bla... Later they keep in touch using myspace and send comments to each other everyday until now.
Sometime in this month before the 2 weeks holidays, A confessed that he liked me for so long but i said that "puppy love doesn't last long but friendship, you just can't break the chain. So lets just be bestfriends and no more secrets!"(something like that laa) we agreed about not keeping any secrets and our first priority is bestfriend. A felt kinda stressful but i kept on cheering for him till he said he was okay.
After a while, A told me that he has a crush on B and i was feeling very glad for him. I adviced him to hit B cause i'm sure B will like like him back.. I just had the feelings that B does like A.
Life was going on very happily until last week when i texted A, 'Boringla ceramah ni!', he replied me such small and simple sentence, 'ouh. sian.' i felt something was wrong. A usually would texted me a very long and cheerful sentences and i expected tht he would reply something cheerful. i was wrong. When i got back home from K.L i checked my myspace and hacked A's & B's comments. Like always they commented on each other. After that, i hacked A's top friends. I knew it! A changed his topfriends and put me under B.
I thought he's gonna keep his promise. but he doesn't. i'm feeling so much left out now that A doesn't texted me just to keep me accompany anymore. I want my best guy bud back! i'm not blamming A or B. i'm blamming no one. I feel sooooooooo left out now and i think A doesn't realize that i'm sulking. I am now trying to ignore A completely and acting like nothing had happen before :(
I uploaded the hannah montana the series, episode of Joannie B. Goode just to show the almost similarly situation.
7 secs-10secs : thats the pain i'm having now :(
1min-1.10mins : i don't want to lose my best guy bud :(
1.11mins-1.14mins : i've always want him to say that but he did only once
1.20mins-1.24mins : i felt tht way.really.
i just wish he's gonna realize and end the situation just like in the video.
p/s : Thank you so much F(i think you know who you are) for helping me to get through all these.
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